I thought God abandoned me.

Really I abandoned him. This world is hard out here, I let the world change me. I went from someone with a open heart to someone who despised people. I hated Gods beloved children yet I’m asking him to help me?

Every great thing in this world starts with a belief in yourself, this is always the foundation. Once I showed I understood the problem and dedicated myself to becoming a better person the blessings started coming into my life.